Lol. This is nice. I have no idea what my mood is right now...I'm guessin that I'm nuetral since I really don't feel anything. Umm...I guess I'll write about a couple of things that have been bugging me lately. Umm..Where should I start? I guess I'll star with, I was talking to my friend and she asked me, 'don't you think you should break it off with Davan?' I asked her, 'Why would I do that?' She said that when she's talking to him t seems like he might want to break up with me and hed doesn't want to tell me. I don't knwo what I should do, should I confront him and ask about it, or should I just let things go the way they are going?
Also, I skrewed things up with one of my best friends. She's been smoking and drinking lately and I got worried and told her that I couldn't be her friend if she was going to do this stuff. That was about two months ago. Now I sent her a letter about a week ago, because I saw a video and I regretted that I had stopped our friendship, telling her that I'm sorry and I still want to be her friend. I told her that I would wait, at my house, for two weeks for her. She hasn't replied or done anything that I know of. Should I try to see if I can do anything to see her, or keep waiting?
Ummm....I've been kind of having some problems about the way I've been thinking lately. I can't stop thinking of depressing things and the feeling in my stomach won't go away, no matter what. I've been wanting to hurt myself, but then stop myself from doing it. Though I have been getting close to doing it an lately. I need something to do while I'm feeling this way, so that I won't do it. Does anybody have any suggestions?